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Sunday, July 31, 2005
Life is pretty crappy right now. I'm sitting at work and I get out at 8 from Manorcare but I've been working since 9:30a at the tanning salon. Me and Sebastian are fighting a lot lately... actually it's more of him not caring , blowing me off, not calling or 'forgetting to call', etc. and me being disappointed -telling him and him not caring... it's a never ending circle. I know he doesn't want to break up but I wish he wouldn't be careless when it comes to us. Does anyone have any advice for people who are upset because of their boyfriends? He's really letting me down... I wish everyone and everything would stop changing. I might be single soon :( and this is NOT a good thing!
Marianna's in a car with Jenny right now driving to Florida... they will be at their hotel tomorrow at 3pm. I guess I'm writing in here because everyone I usually tell my problems to (a whopping 3 people) are all unavailable. *sigh* oh how I wish I coulda been 16 forever...
PS: Boys SUCK!!! majorly
Current mood:  worried
Saturday, June 4, 2005
10:23AM
I freakin miss high school so much right now! Yesterday Marianna's brother went to prom with his girlfriend and all the memories came rushing back! 1 yr seems soooo long ago. I feel like I'm turning 35 any second. It was so easy back then... only one job, only ONE paper due every month (if that), No commuting 2 freakin hrs to get to stupid school, no summer school, basically no worries. I miss those days so much!
Marianna and and I were looking at some prom pics last night and talking about the what if's of high school.... that made it even worse!
Do you think they'd let me in if I just re-registered at Conant? Freakin A life's a be-otch.
Marianna: All the things she said RUNNING through my head.
Yep I still got it :)
Current mood:  annoyed
Sunday, May 8, 2005
Sunday, April 17, 2005
6:08PM
Okay so- I think I’m definitely overworked... my EYES hurt... it’s like they’re dry or something... in any case I just wanna go to sleep and wake up and it be summer already! I mean it’s not like I HAVE to go to school... I don’t learn anything anyway b/c I refuse to do the damn homework! I want to wake up late and do nothing until either 4:30 (work) or 7pm when I start getting ready to go out on days off. I miss High School when everything was so much easier. I remember the biggest worry on my mind was what I would wear to school the next day. Those were the days, right mariski? I miss just doing nothing. Bottom line.... I WANT TO FUCKING ENJOY MY ADOLESENCE!!!!
Current mood:  stressed
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
(x) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) seen someone die
( ) had a crush on one of your myspace friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone in person from myspace
(x) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes (HA MARIANNA!)
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke YA-YA!
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sunset with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
( ) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole (stop sign)
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) eww didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
( ) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) been a jerk to your best friend
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Brittany Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x)French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dipping in a pool
(x) been kicked out of your house
And now you know my life!!!
Muah*
Friday, April 1, 2005
[my name is] Annie
[height] 5'6
[in the morning i am] awake
[all i need is] attention
[love is] nice sometimes
[if i could see one person right now] sebastian ;)
[i'm afraid of] failure
-H A V E . Y O U . E V E R-
[pictured your crush naked] lol yea
[been in love] yep
[cried when someone died] ? I don't think anyone I knew well has ever died(knock on wood)
[lied] i wish i haven't
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi] pepsi
[flowers or candy] flowers
[tall or short] tall
-W I T H . P E O P L E-
[what do you notice first] smile
[last person you slow danced with] sebastian
[worst question to ask] what's up your ass?
[makes you laugh the most] m-dawg
[makes you smile] everyone! ... i love people
[easiest to talk to] myself
-D O . Y O U . E V E R-
[Stay on aim, waiting for someone special to IM] no...that's weird?
[save AOL/aim conversations] ummm i have before
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex] lol only once!
[cry because of someone saying something to you] yea... bitch
-H A V E . Y O U . E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend] I don't think so?
[been rejected] ya.. but i think everyone has... right... right?
[rejected someone] ya...
[used someone] probebly
[done something you regret?] ofcourse
-W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone] some lady that called the tanning salon
[hugged] sebastian
[you instant messaged] dave
[instant messaged you?] dave
[you laughed with] i dunno... people
-D O . Y O U / / A R E . Y O U-
[color your hair] brown
[habla espanol] oui oh wait thats french... n/m
[obsessive] kinda... *sigh*
[could you live without the computer] ya
[what's your favorite food] COFFEE!!!!!!!! HAHAHA!!!!!!!
[whats your favorite fruit] coconut
[like watching sunrises or sunset] sunsets
[what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain] dissappointment
[trust others way too easily] unfortunantly
Current mood:  ya know?
Sunday, March 27, 2005
I'm soooo pissed... I was really looking forward to playing this cool egg hunting game that i discovered on myspace yesterday and now this stupid computer is blocking it! What the hell? I challenged Marianna to the hunt game and she beat me... after hours of practicing muah-ha-ha! Anywho Easter's been pretty boring so far... wrok work work. ha..he.....ho man do i need a vacation!
Friday, March 25, 2005
Work, work, work... how fun is that? My whole springvacation (get it marianna?) was devoted to working... oh but the fun isn't over yet... starting this saturday I will work at the tanning salon EVERYDAY because my boss is outta town! Man am I gonna be filthy rich... better start sucking up now :)
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
i have't written in this thing in 4ever. but im at depaul now so i decided to write
Monday, January 12, 2004
You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p
What kind of kiss are you?
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Wednesday, January 7, 2004
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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You see this stupid little red heart as my icon?
Ya well I don't like it anymore PLEASE CHANGE IT!!!!!
Can you put something else there??? Pretty please???
Thanks boys!
(I'm thanking you so now you have to do it)
Current mood:  amused
Wednesday, December 10, 2003
8:37AM
Too fuckin much.
Why do people get mad at me for stupid shit.
Maybe i'm just a cold hearted bitch that doesn't deserve to live for my self.
No... I fucking hate my life.
Yesterday I broke down and just cried thinking of how I can't brak myself into pieces anymore. I try so fuckin hard but I can't fit ANYONE'S mold.
Current mood: annoyed
Tuesday, December 9, 2003
California is where you should live. Unless of
course you lied on the quiz which would be
stupid. It's crowded as balls there but the
weather is perfect, except for the occasional
earth quake.
What State Is Perfect For You?
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Current mood: aggravated
So much drama.
I feel bad for marianna.
she tries so hard but no one sees it but me... and maybe johnny.
It's okay sweete i'm there 4 you.
Me and bethy are hanging out today... well actually i'm dying her hair...woowho!
*sarcasim*
Gosh i feel crappy
hey dave when are we gonna hang out, bastard?
See you don't call.
I miss Sebastian. I want him here... now.
We've been fighting more and more lately.
NO! it doesn't all go down hill after 6 months...
Shut the fuck up!
Life's an ass... smelly.
Current mood:  distressed
Monday, December 8, 2003
Secrets, Secrets
Lies, Lies
Blah, blah, blah
She just sits and cries.
Yep that’s Marianna for you. Save the drama 4 ur mama. no im just playin’
Johnny or dave, dammit, please put my pic on here!
Ya and here’s another poem I wrote to mari in survey.
You look a it this way
And I the other
Why do we always end up
Hurting each other?
I try to help you, be there 4 you,
Be a good friend
But somehow you twist everything around
And force out the end
You have troubles
But so do I
So what? Are you just gonna sit there?
And cry?
No!
Stand up and do something
Carry out my advice
Life isn’t perfect.
You’re not always going to be treated nice.
Instead of just taking it
And holding it in
Taking it out on ME sometimes
Thinking of how it should have been
Go on and shout
What you feel
Stop being fake
And start being real
~~~Then she responded by~~~
It’s been a long time
But it’s always been there
Deep down inside
No one ends up really caring
You always push to be a bit better
Make sure you’re higher
You don’t say it…
But someone else has
Maybe I am stupid
…it doesn’t rhyme.
~~~And then I responded~~~
I do care
I will be there
…for you
(I tried to make it rhyme… hehehe I’m a dork)
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
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